Smile for today is a good day! The sun is shinning, the birds are chirping and no ones bugging me! I'm in a good mood, wow isn't that a first!!!! Smile!
Posted by rachel64804
at 10:35 AM CDT
Monday, 26 April 2004
SMILE!!!!!
Smile for today is a good day! The sun is shinning, the birds are chirping and no ones bugging me! I'm in a good mood, wow isn't that a first!!!! Smile!
Smile for today is a good day! The sun is shinning, the birds are chirping and no ones bugging me! I'm in a good mood, wow isn't that a first!!!! Smile!
Wednesday, 21 April 2004
Your FAT!!!!!!
So many times I have heard those words for my horrible brother. He has told me that so many times growing up, the bad thing is that I have believed him, but instead of leading me to be aneraxic, I am just the opposite I take comfort whenever I'm eating. Except for the times when I eat and every time I take a bite,I feel a feeling of guilt, I feel as if I'm only adding to my weight problem. Now I am at my heaviest at 125 pounds and I feel horrible. For I joined track to help with my weight, but it hasn't really helped for now instead of eating right when I get home for school, I eat right when I get home for track practice. I have even started to go to the gym again, but I still have a horrible habit of splirging on food and eating, it seems , every moment of the day. I am always happier if I am chewing on something, it seems. Now as in an effort to stop eating when I'm not hungry I have began chewing gum, but now it is as if I can live without it . I am always bumming gum from friends when ever I don't have anymore(which is most of the time). I feel as if I have a huge problem I can never take things litely, I obsess about every thing and I don't know how to stop. I wish I knew how to stop!!! Can't someone teach me how to stop? Can anyone help me? WILL anyone help me?
So many times I have heard those words for my horrible brother. He has told me that so many times growing up, the bad thing is that I have believed him, but instead of leading me to be aneraxic, I am just the opposite I take comfort whenever I'm eating. Except for the times when I eat and every time I take a bite,I feel a feeling of guilt, I feel as if I'm only adding to my weight problem. Now I am at my heaviest at 125 pounds and I feel horrible. For I joined track to help with my weight, but it hasn't really helped for now instead of eating right when I get home for school, I eat right when I get home for track practice. I have even started to go to the gym again, but I still have a horrible habit of splirging on food and eating, it seems , every moment of the day. I am always happier if I am chewing on something, it seems. Now as in an effort to stop eating when I'm not hungry I have began chewing gum, but now it is as if I can live without it . I am always bumming gum from friends when ever I don't have anymore(which is most of the time). I feel as if I have a huge problem I can never take things litely, I obsess about every thing and I don't know how to stop. I wish I knew how to stop!!! Can't someone teach me how to stop? Can anyone help me? WILL anyone help me?
Posted by rachel64804
at 10:32 AM CDT
Monday, 19 April 2004
Smile!
I love this blog! It's like my own place to go and complain about what ever I want without people finding it and judging me.
I cant have a journal at home for my parents might find it and think I'm mental or something.
That's why I love this they'll never find it!
I love this blog! It's like my own place to go and complain about what ever I want without people finding it and judging me.
I cant have a journal at home for my parents might find it and think I'm mental or something.
That's why I love this they'll never find it!
Posted by rachel64804
at 10:46 AM CDT
WHY?
Why does age make such a big difference in school, but not every where else. For example, if a girl in 8th grade who was about to turn 15 was to start to go out with a guy in 11th grade who was 17, people would through a fit eventhough there's only alittle over a 2 year difference, but if an adult was to start dating a person who was alittle over a 2 years difference no one would say a thing. Why is this?
But the attitude changes with location, for example, if you go to church and someone decides they want hook you up with their grandson even though he's alittle old than you no one notices, you just have to be around their grandson's age. Why is this? Why?
Why does age make such a big difference in school, but not every where else. For example, if a girl in 8th grade who was about to turn 15 was to start to go out with a guy in 11th grade who was 17, people would through a fit eventhough there's only alittle over a 2 year difference, but if an adult was to start dating a person who was alittle over a 2 years difference no one would say a thing. Why is this?
But the attitude changes with location, for example, if you go to church and someone decides they want hook you up with their grandson even though he's alittle old than you no one notices, you just have to be around their grandson's age. Why is this? Why?
Posted by rachel64804
at 10:41 AM CDT
tear.....tear......
How I hate myself sometimes! I wish I knew what to do at the right time, but most of the time i don't. Like yesterday I was at church and I was talking to one of my friends. Well we started talking and I realized that I was suposed to be helping with something right then, so instead of doing the right thing and excusing myself and leaving. I just kind blew him off and left. I felt horrible, but what can I do now? The earliest I'll see him again is Wednesday and today is Monday. Plus... if you couldn't tell ... I kinda like this guy... what is a girl to do?
How I hate myself sometimes! I wish I knew what to do at the right time, but most of the time i don't. Like yesterday I was at church and I was talking to one of my friends. Well we started talking and I realized that I was suposed to be helping with something right then, so instead of doing the right thing and excusing myself and leaving. I just kind blew him off and left. I felt horrible, but what can I do now? The earliest I'll see him again is Wednesday and today is Monday. Plus... if you couldn't tell ... I kinda like this guy... what is a girl to do?
Posted by rachel64804
at 10:20 AM CDT
Thursday, 15 April 2004
Blinded
I can't believe that I was blinded for two years with out even knowing it!
Ever since 6th grade I was friends with this girl, we even turned into best friends. We hung out all the time you usually didn't see one of us without the other.
But within two weeks it all changed, she started to go out with this guy, who I didn't realy get along with, so I just stayed away from while she was around him, which turned into all the time. From a distance I finally realised that she was a person full of all of the things that I disagree with. Eventually she started to hang out with all of the peolpe that were friends with her boyfriend.
Now we are no longer friends.
One of my friends pointed out to me that it took me 2 years to figure out how she really is. Isn't that sad. I was that much of a idiot. The person I have to thank for hitting me with reality isa a person I didn't got along with in the first place, my ex-best friend's boyfriend.
I can't believe that I was blinded for two years with out even knowing it!
Ever since 6th grade I was friends with this girl, we even turned into best friends. We hung out all the time you usually didn't see one of us without the other.
But within two weeks it all changed, she started to go out with this guy, who I didn't realy get along with, so I just stayed away from while she was around him, which turned into all the time. From a distance I finally realised that she was a person full of all of the things that I disagree with. Eventually she started to hang out with all of the peolpe that were friends with her boyfriend.
Now we are no longer friends.
One of my friends pointed out to me that it took me 2 years to figure out how she really is. Isn't that sad. I was that much of a idiot. The person I have to thank for hitting me with reality isa a person I didn't got along with in the first place, my ex-best friend's boyfriend.
Posted by rachel64804
at 10:31 AM CDT
Friday, 2 April 2004
What to do? hmmmmm......
I have a question that I can't answer. Well here it is, should someone still be friends with someoone else even though the day she started going out with he boyfriend she doesn't have time to event talk to me for she now has other people to talk to. Oh, except for on the phone when her other friends can't talk, is when she talks to me and that is only for about 10 minutes at the most. When we used to talk to me for hours.
I have a question that I can't answer. Well here it is, should someone still be friends with someoone else even though the day she started going out with he boyfriend she doesn't have time to event talk to me for she now has other people to talk to. Oh, except for on the phone when her other friends can't talk, is when she talks to me and that is only for about 10 minutes at the most. When we used to talk to me for hours.
Posted by rachel64804
at 10:27 AM CST
Thursday, 1 April 2004
Confused
What do you do when one of your best friends has a boyfriend you really can't stand! Well you could be mean and try to break them up, which I don't want to do that because it might be too mean. Or you could ignore that person while they are going out so you don't have to deal with it, which is kinda hard for me, because this girl is my best friend. Or I could just act like I don't really care that much and brush it off and not think about it at all, plus tell her I'm not wanting to talk about that subject. Or I could be happy for my friend anyways, try to be supportive of her decision and go on, but could I really do that for then I would be lying to not only myself, but her also. So what do I do? I may never know, but I'll live. (Plus my friend could find a much better guy to date, I don't know why she is selling herself short, oh well it's her choice.)
What do you do when one of your best friends has a boyfriend you really can't stand! Well you could be mean and try to break them up, which I don't want to do that because it might be too mean. Or you could ignore that person while they are going out so you don't have to deal with it, which is kinda hard for me, because this girl is my best friend. Or I could just act like I don't really care that much and brush it off and not think about it at all, plus tell her I'm not wanting to talk about that subject. Or I could be happy for my friend anyways, try to be supportive of her decision and go on, but could I really do that for then I would be lying to not only myself, but her also. So what do I do? I may never know, but I'll live. (Plus my friend could find a much better guy to date, I don't know why she is selling herself short, oh well it's her choice.)
Posted by rachel64804
at 10:30 AM CST
Updated: Thursday, 15 April 2004 10:37 AM CDT
Starburst
I really like Starburst, but I don't have any, it would be really nice if someone would give me some.
I really like Starburst, but I don't have any, it would be really nice if someone would give me some.
Posted by rachel64804
at 10:17 AM CST
Hmmm.... I want some gum, but I don't have any. Oh, well! I'll live.
Posted by rachel64804
at 10:14 AM CST
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